明天, 今天, 昨天(ghostneuron)

February 27, 2008

Still Days

Filed under: Essays, GGVV

This might be my idea life ____

"OCCASIONALLY I pass by little shops — in the rue de
Seine, for example. They are the shops of antiquaries
and of petty dealers in old books or engravings, with
overcrowded windows. No one ever enters them; their
owners apparently do no business. But if you glance
in, you can see them sitting there, sitting and reading,
without a care; they take no thought for the morrow,
they are not anxious to succeed; a dog lies goodnaturedly
at their feet, or a cat makes the stillness
greater by gliding along the rows of books, as if it
were rubbing the names off their bindings.
Ah, if that were enough! I have often wished to
buy such an overcrowded shop-window for myself
and to sit behind it with my dog for twenty years."

(from Rilke <The Notebook of Malte Laurids Brigge>)

 How could a scientist dreaming of still life? I am must not a real scientist…..new new new….only new things are attractive beacons…

February 23, 2008

Today’s translation

Filed under: Poems, GGVV

John Keats 

Bright Star, Would I Were Steadfast as Thou Art

Bright star, would I were steadfast as thou art—
   Not in lone splendour hung aloft the night,
And watching, with eternal lids apart,
   Like nature’s patient sleepless eremite,
The moving waters at their priestlike task
   Of pure ablution round earth’s human shores,
Or gazing on the new soft-fallen mask
   Of snow upon the mountains and the moors;
No—yet still steadfast, still unchangeable,
   Pillow’d upon my fair love’s ripening breast,
To feel for ever its soft fall and swell,
   Awake for ever in a sweet unrest,
Still, still to hear her tender-taken breath,
And so live ever—or else swoon to death.

by GG

明星,我能否像你一样恒久不变

明星,我能否像你一样恒久不变
不是悬浮在夜空里的孤寂璀璨
或是守望,以不闭的双眼
像自然的耐心而不眠的隐仙
看那流水淙淙
纯净洗礼环绕世俗人岸
看那飞雪蓬蓬
新软轻落覆盖群山泽漫
不—可是仍然恒久仍然不变的
是头枕我美丽爱人的丰腴酥胸
永远感受那绵绵的起伏
永远在甜美的不安中清醒
仍然,仍然能听到她轻盈的呼吸
要么永生,要么欣快地死去

next weekend:

 

Ode on a Grecian Urn
 
THOU still unravish’d bride of quietness,    
  Thou foster-child of Silence and slow Time,    
Sylvan historian, who canst thus express    
  A flowery tale more sweetly than our rhyme:    
What leaf-fringed legend haunts about thy shape             5
  Of deities or mortals, or of both,    
    In Tempe or the dales of Arcady?    
  What men or gods are these? What maidens loth?    
What mad pursuit? What struggle to escape?    
    What pipes and timbrels? What wild ecstasy?      10
 
Heard melodies are sweet, but those unheard    
  Are sweeter; therefore, ye soft pipes, play on;    
Not to the sensual ear, but, more endear’d,    
  Pipe to the spirit ditties of no tone:    
Fair youth, beneath the trees, thou canst not leave      15
  Thy song, nor ever can those trees be bare;    
    Bold Lover, never, never canst thou kiss,    
Though winning near the goal—yet, do not grieve;    
    She cannot fade, though thou hast not thy bliss,    
  For ever wilt thou love, and she be fair!      20
 
Ah, happy, happy boughs! that cannot shed    
  Your leaves, nor ever bid the Spring adieu;    
And, happy melodist, unwearièd,    
  For ever piping songs for ever new;    
More happy love! more happy, happy love!      25
  For ever warm and still to be enjoy’d,    
    For ever panting, and for ever young;    
All breathing human passion far above,    
  That leaves a heart high-sorrowful and cloy’d,    
    A burning forehead, and a parching tongue.      30
 
Who are these coming to the sacrifice?    
  To what green altar, O mysterious priest,    
Lead’st thou that heifer lowing at the skies,    
  And all her silken flanks with garlands drest?    
What little town by river or sea-shore,      35
  Or mountain-built with peaceful citadel,    
    Is emptied of its folk, this pious morn?    
And, little town, thy streets for evermore    
  Will silent be; and not a soul, to tell    
    Why thou art desolate, can e’er return.      40
 
O Attic shape! fair attitude! with brede    
  Of marble men and maidens overwrought,    
With forest branches and the trodden weed;    
  Thou, silent form! dost tease us out of thought    
As doth eternity: Cold Pastoral!      45
  When old age shall this generation waste,    
    Thou shalt remain, in midst of other woe    
  Than ours, a friend to man, to whom thou say’st,    
‘Beauty is truth, truth beauty,—that is all    
    Ye know on earth, and all ye need to know.’    

February 22, 2008

Swimming

Filed under: Sports

1000m 40mins

February 20, 2008

The shadow of earth

Filed under: Biology, Essays, GGVV

今天是难得一见的月全食, 也是我的良辰吉日, 我为申请基金做的预备试验成功了!初步验证了我的设想….好兴奋啊! 忙碌了一天之后,看着天上被吞掉半个的月亮, 幸福地回家了。。。 

今晚要吃花生。。。 

February 19, 2008

Mysterious

Filed under: Readings, GGVV

今天赶着去游泳,正赶上水球队训练,占了大半个池子,剩下的几个泳道里已经积满了人,而且是每个泳道两个人;我等了十分钟,终于走掉了。。。最近试验比较紧凑,有些时间就赶着看书,计划中的每月一本,两本都开了头,齐头并进:  "This is your brain on music" by Daniel Levitin, and "The Notebooks of Malte Laurids Brigge" by Rainer Maria Rilke, one is scientist, one is poet……hope to finish both before this month end…

尼采说,“人們必須在心中懷著混亂,為了能夠創造一個舞動的新星 “。。。让我的心更混乱些吧!

尼采还说,“人是一根繫在動物和超人之間的繩子。也就是深淵上方的繩索。走過去危險,停在中途也危險,顫抖也危險,停住也危險“。。。人是绳子,谁在上面走呢?是人自己走在自己的心里?退回去安全啊!做动物吧!

February 15, 2008

Net work

Filed under: Biology, Neuroscience, GGVV

I went to a talk today on job searching, the CEO from careertrax company in Sedona, Arizona gave the talk. It’s the 2nd time I have this kind of class here, but last time is to find academy position, and this time industry position. He said the most important way to find a position in industry was through network rather than other ways like websites, emails… from independent academy to interdependent industry, one need to change his way of thinking…to make network, to sell oneself in a positive way, and the most popular question is TSAY (talk something about yourself)…be prepared and go to meetings, and contact pre postdocs who has made transition to industry.

It’s an interesting and instructive talk left me a strong impression. I should try to be prepared anyway ……

He also made a metaphor of the postdoc system as a leaking pipeline in Arizona desert, with small holes all the tube as the lucky one can escape from the tube with pipe (time) elongation, the left remain, could be forever, since the end is covered with a cap, though people has an impression that there are all kinds of chances in the end (hope)…. A little cruel, there is no hope in the end,  you have to escape from the pipe before the end….

Another interesting metaphor is that academy positions are the top of the iceberg where everybody can see, also a very small part, and the industry positions are under the water that most people can not see, yet with more positions, that’s a little bit encouraging and discouraging, depend where you want to end up with.

February 14, 2008

Charming Technology

Filed under: Biology, Neuroscience

现代核物理技术在拿破仑死后两百年终于证实他不是被砷毒死的, 因为他不同年代头发里的砷水平没有区别。看来是当时饮食摄取的砷比现在要多得多。当时的人是不是都有保留头发的传统呢?现在看来真是一个很有远见的行为,得以满足后代人的好奇心。我想从现在开始把类似头发,指甲之类的东西每个月收集一次,应该是很不错的生物记录。。。待到百年之后也许回满足考古学家的好奇心。。。

今天另一则好消息是纳米技术处理过的丝绸能自我清洁,真是我等嘴下漏饭人的福音。还有未来的家居未来的社交,你可以自动记录全部历史。。。想到未来有这么多繁丝的技术,真的是很兴奋。。。

今天的离奇命案,我们把两种转基因小鼠放在一个笼子里交配,居然雄鼠被雌鼠杀死了。。。雄鼠确实是小了一些,但雌鼠也是有进攻的本性,也许是情人节纵欲过度的结果。。。

February 13, 2008

For Valentines

Filed under: Poems, GGVV, Music

I love this music station: Classical Guitar on sky.fm, I get my heart flying, so happy….

To DD___

雨雪
雪雨
二月诡异的天气
我在冰滴里看到你
带者雪花的自由
和雨滴的沉重
你这阴阳的天使
行走在无序的两极

亲爱的,不要悲伤
当笨猪遇上聪明兔
一切都顺理成章
一个上窜下跳
一个懒懒洋洋

雪花飘
雨淋林
我沿着雨滴仰望你
那美丽哀怨的脸庞
唇边突然漾出的一朵桃花
可是传说中的
八卦莲花掌

QQ 

Workaholic

Filed under: Biology, Neuroscience, GGVV

Am I workaholic? I love to work so much sometimes that I spend almost all my time to it, which did make me feel good and confident….but sometimes I like to have other life, and yet can hardly make it…<A "workaholic" in the negative sense is popularly characterized by a neglect of family and other social relations.> Why am I like this, it’s so hard to make the balance…

I wish, I could have 3 heads and 6 arms, one head for my family, one head for my work, one head for leasures….I wish, I have 3 copies of myself, like Mr. Smith in Matrix, I can fufill any task then…when the computer merge with the brain, all these will be true…and I’m afraid at that time, we will have other troubles….

It rains all the day, heavy rain, with classic Gitar music around, I feel blue….the work is fixed, but now there is another fire…. 

February 10, 2008

Return of the Boarder

Filed under: Biology, GGVV

After 1 month of break, i’m back to preare for the MD steps again, though with heavy lab works loaded,I’m still free compared to other examinees, why can’t i make it?

Quote from the book:

Aristotle said "the greatest part of courage is endurance"

"someday you can relieve the suffering of one individual or save the life of  even a single persone from what you learn as you study for step2, then all of your efforts will take on anew meaning and purpose. make your goal the eternal quest to perfect the art of medicine in service of humanity."






















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