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October 25, 2009

Predict future

Filed under: Neuroscience, Readings, GGVV

根据Jeff Hawkins的Memory-prediction framework理论, 大脑是个学习记忆的机器,外部信息一层一层达到高级中枢,并储存起来,高级中枢又向下一层一层作出预测信息,与新的外部信息比较,如果匹配,就会有相应的反射行为,如果不匹配就会被整合到更高一层的中枢储存起来。。。重复性的工作很容易形成匹配与巩固,而创造性的工作就要靠大脑建立新的匹配的效率了。。。我们大脑所反映的就是外部和内部的世界,所谓创造也就是所有信息片段在学习记忆的随机碰撞中形成的某种模式,这些模式一直存在,聪明的人由于处理信息快可能比常人有更多的机会预测到这一模式,从而发现发明新的东西。。。但对于这个世界可能没有什么新的东西,万物都是随机的存在。。。从你在路上看到一个熟人到挥手打招呼的时间大概是250毫秒,也就是四分之一秒,这个行为大脑动用了几百万的神经细胞,大概消耗几个卡路里,未来的大脑可能是生物-芯片合成脑的效率会更快,也就是1毫秒,而且所有人类已知信息都可以储存在芯片里,人类不需要主动记忆,只需学习模式分辨的能力,人类的进化会从基因的进化转移到材料的进化上。。。就像T101到T1000一样。。。可以预见谁发明最好的材料谁就掌握这个世界,而为争夺新材料的战争也会永无止境。。。

October 4, 2009

Sink or swim

Filed under: Biology, Readings, GGVV

"Here the balance of “inductive inquiry” (I2) and “hypothesisdriven” (HD) approaches becomes the
crux.The I2 approach, in its most pure form, entails adventure into uncharted territories—neither guided nor bridled by hypothesis. The HD approach is built on scholarship and smarts and is fundamentally driven by theory. If X and Y facts are understood, this knowledge should facilitate the hypothesis essential for solving the unknown Z. Scientists, just like most people, are far more comfortable with the known than the unknown. If one can embark on an adventure with known variables in pocket, the comfort factor alone will nudge the endeavor in favor of the HD direction….Bottom line, conventional wisdom almost always prevails—this, I advise, is something you will have to constantly fight in order to carve out a truly innovative career in science….Any research endeavor we might choose to pursue is, of course, an I2/HD blend. As articulated by Charles Darwin,
“Let theory guide your observations,” otherwise one “might as well go into a gravel pit and count the pebbles and describe the colors….Does science feel like a job, or is it the case that vocation matches
avocation, such that you can’t wait to get to the lab, such that it does not feel like work at all? If so, nothing can stop you and may you indeed “stay, forever young.”"

 ___from Mcknight SL. Unconventional wisdom, Cell, 2009,138,817

August 24, 2009

The age of unthinkable

Filed under: Readings, GGVV

这种高谈阔论的书很吸引人,读得也快。。。科学,艺术,经济,政治,包罗万象,好像是集当今世界的所有智慧于一身,讨论了一个问题,就是我们面对的是变化的世界,但是多数人都是思维陈旧落后于这种变化,用旧药治新病。。。好像是老生常谈,他也没有给出什么答案,面对各种危机,我们应该积极准备,开动脑筋,提高应急应变能力,如此才不至于毁灭,所谓勿临渴而掘井,宜未雨而绸缪。。。学到几个新名词:

sandpile theory, 就是未来不可预测,系统危机四伏, 微小变化可以带来毁灭性打击。。。

mashup, 混搭的意思,就是把各种东西排列组合成一种新东东。。。像艾滋病的鸡尾酒疗法

August 16, 2009

Touching novel

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周末很快看完了一本小说 Housekeeper and Professor, 很久没有如此感动过了,这种东方式的细腻情感以及西方式的教育启发交织在一起,象日本的樱花一样片片美丽透明,片片伤感入定。。。最喜欢其中Euler’s formula: e^i*pai+1=0 以及1-1=0。。。0这个来自东方的数字给人一种完美世界的想象空间, 和一切化为虚无的自然哲学。。。

关于短期记忆的丧失,病人本身会感受到什么痛苦呢?他会知道自己的记忆有问题吗?这个教授的远期记忆没有丧失,所以能够继续解题,这个我觉得可疑。。。因为运算可能需要的是近期记忆。。。

女仆及他的儿子与教授间建立起越来越强的感情,尽管是单方面的,但是教授似乎也有所依恋,难道感情可以独立于记忆而积累?还是教授本身就是个天性纯真充满爱心的人?

教授的嫂子为什么不愿亲近他呢?是为了减少自己感情上的痛苦?这个书中写的很模糊。。。当然最精彩的是对数论的介绍,把真实的数学融入小说里,让读者跟女仆一起产生对数学美的共鸣。。。

August 15, 2009

Idle weekend

Filed under: Neuroscience, Readings, GGVV

在今天的世界,即使信息随手可得,面对层出不穷的新知识,还是会被不停地诱惑。。。小点说用cell phone就可以做所有事情,不用说youtube, facebook, twitter这些花哨玩意儿,连小说都可以现场直播了,这世界是变化的越来越快了。。。难道人类的大脑真地在进化吗?也就是说运行速度越来越快,看看科学演讲人语速的比拼,再比较一下现在的电影和上个世纪的电影,就知道这是事实。。。这些进化来自自由思想的碰撞以及文明的竞争和选择,当然这个基因要被传递下去。。。从第一个凿兽骨的石头到有上万个零件的宇宙飞船,人类的脑回想必是增加了很多,尽管才用了几万年。。。即使如此,还保留着象我一样的保守分子,不肯尝试嗑药来提高自己的运行速度,以做更多的事情,包括发明创造。。。都说嗑药能激发创造力吗。。。也许能改变基因从而加速人类的进化呢?是应该健康地活着,还是尽快燃烧自己,照亮全人类,这是另许多人困惑的问题。。。看看书单,就知道自己兴趣有多广,也就知道专业有多深。。。我现在作的东西是蚂蚁搬家的游戏,很难激发什么创造力。。。要么提出新的理论,要么发明新的方法,如此才能进步,很不幸,在生物学界混的大批闲人都是酒囊饭袋(也许其他学界也是如此),我常为作为其中一员而自惭形秽。。。所以我还在被不停地诱惑着,考古,宇航员,智能工程师,小说家,心理学家,精神病医生,语言学家。。。

August 13, 2009

Reading fever

Filed under: Readings, GGVV

小点读书已经进入独上高楼,望尽天涯路的境界。。。我亦不能落后,先存个书单先,

1. Ogawa, Yoko, The housekeeper and the professor, 2009

2. Ramo, Joshua Cooper, The age of the unthinkable: why the new world, 2009

3. Bolano, Roberto, The savage detectives, 2007

4. Bolano, Roberto, 2666, 2008

5.  Kolakowski, Leszek, Tales from the kingdom of Lailonia; and the key to the heaven, 1989

6.  Onah, Anthony, A neural switch controlling phototactic behavior in Drosophila, 2005

7. Pinker Steven, The language instinct: how the mind creates language,  2007

8. Pinker Steven,The blank slate, the modern denial of human nature, 2002

9. Bolton Derek, What is mental disorder?:An essay in philosophy, science and values, 2008

10.Shapiro Hugh,  The view from a Chinese asylum, defining madness in 1930s Peking, 1995

11.Psychiatry as a neuroscience, 2002

12.History of psychiatry and medical psychology, 2008

13.Schizophrenia, 2002

14.Kao, Jonh J., Three millenia of Chinese psychiatry, 1979

June 20, 2009

Collections in Arizona

Filed under: Travel, Readings, GGVV

Art/Literature/Journalism


Poetry


Science/Medicine

(from wikipedia)

Collection of intellectuals

Filed under: Travel, Readings, GGVV

今天偶发奇想,决定拜访文化名人,科学家,艺术家故居,写一个随感系列,或是叶公好龙系列,就从麻州开始吧。。。先烈个李斯特:

Literature


Authors and Poets

 

Science


Artists

(from wikipedia)

Reading and enlighting

Filed under: Readings, GGVV

最近情绪不是很高,感觉对生命的理解好像变化了很多,好像对新鲜事物不是那么兴奋了,连研究结果也不让我兴奋了,即使最近的实验很顺利,马上就会投出两篇论文。。。我在想要是能成天游手好闲,看看书,画画画,写写诗,想想哲学问题,不用工作该多好啊!可是这是梦想,我像世间大多数人一样都被某种东西奴役着,从生物上讲是自私的基因,它要我竞争竞争,抢资源抢资源,繁殖繁殖。。。从世俗讲是欲望,荣誉,地位。。。从电子上讲是驱动程序,循环命令。。。薇苇说她要信基督了,我觉得也是时候了,信吧。。。我崇拜里尔克有一阵子了,他也是信基督的,他的诗集《时辰祈祷》就是献给基督的。。。

主啊,赐给每个人他自己的死亡。
这个死,来自他的生命,
有他的爱、思想和苦难。

O Herr, gieb jedem seinen eignen Tod.
Das Sterben, das aus jenem Leben geht,
darin er Liebe hatte, Sinn und Not.

 

(Ave Louis Pasteur, by iphone)

June 8, 2009

Futurism

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今天读自然杂志里的一篇书评,介绍这本书:Inventing Futurism: The Art and Politics of Artificial Optimism
by Christine Poggi 。 抛弃过去的一切,追逐无限的未来。。。这是多么浪漫的思想啊!记住这个人吧,Filippo Tommaso Emilio Marinetti。。。决定借来一读。。。

June 7, 2009

History

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“自由是一个完整而不可分割的整体,只要还有人被 奴役,生活中就不可能有真实而完满的自由。

除了被奴役者不得自由,即使奴役他人者也同样不得自由”

“我们反抗奴役,但我们自身不能建立新的奴隶制度。”

                                                        ——林昭

最近看了很多历史,中国的历史,感觉中国还在不断地在自己的怪圈里循环着。。。乐观的人说,不要着急,事情正向好的方向发展,这需要时间。。。悲观的人说,已经4000年了,看不到一点希望。。。 五十年前林昭挺身而出,然而多数有同样思想的人都被迫低头了,在枪口下低头了;二十年前一群人挺身而出,更多有同样思想的人低头了,又是在枪口下低头了。。。今天的人们还在重复着祖辈的事情。。。人民并不愚昧,人民也不胆小,成王败寇,非我即敌,等我做了皇帝就来收拾你;我们要民主,但是我们掌握了权利就收回民主了,你们要民主,再革命吧。。。如此看来中国人却还很愚昧。。。这次回国,应该去苏州看看这位巾帼英雄的墓地。。。

 

June 4, 2009

In memory of the death

Filed under: Readings

May 25, 2009

Origins of the female image

Filed under: Readings, GGVV

"Discovery of the sexually explicit figurine of a woman, dating to 35,000 years ago, provides striking evidence of the symbolic explosion that occurred in the earliest populations of Homo sapiens in Europe." (Nature,2009,176)

最早的符号艺术在德国被发现了。。。人类看来已经到了老年了,因为现代艺术已经呈现出这样的趋势:返老还童。。。

Freedom is an illusion

Filed under: Neuroscience, Readings

"Our brain makes decisions up to seven seconds before we become aware of them — along with the philosophical principle that any action must be dependent on preceding causes, imply that our behaviour is never self-generated and that freedom is an illusion." (Martin Heisenberg, Nature, 2009, 459,164; Soon, CS. Nature Neurosci. 2008, 543)

自由意志看来是不存在的,我们的行为是随机经验决定的。。。而随机经验是个体与周围环境相互作用的结果,我要去看电影这个个体行为可能是受媒体,朋友等信息刺激的结果。群体无意识也证明了这一点;至于怀疑,思考等行为也是一种先验。有人多疑,有人易信,这不过是大脑随机活动的结果,人类像自然万物一样,从来没有过自由意志。。。这样我们跟动物就没什么明确的界限了。。。

 

May 24, 2009

Citizen of no country

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"在这个人性复苏的时代,在每一个城市和社区,在每一个县城和乡村,已经成长起来很多热心公益具有道德威望的公民,他们是小区业委会的成员,是维护集体土地 权益的村民代表,是价格听证会上公众代言人,是敢说真话的知识分子,是慈善事业的带头人,是坚守良心和正义的法官,是真诚服务公众的公务员,他们代表公 益,代表社会良心,代表公民社会健康的力量,代表我们民族未来的希望。"(许志永博客

 

April 10, 2009

working weekend

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Just learned a formula: H=S+C+V, where H is happiness, S is set point, C is condition of life and V is voluntary activities…that’s a treadmill formula, there is no way to stop…to get higher H you will work or play harder and harder…that’s true for greedy human….

 

March 31, 2009

How to get beliefe

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Just read a blog of Yang, Hengjun, 卖鹅蛋的婆婆说,美国人都要饭qule, feel sad about the story. Remind me of the typical Chinese saying "Mei Fa Zi A"….it’s the story since the beginning of human history, selfish gene and competing for limited resources…if it could still be called human, what’s the difference from animals?

March 25, 2009

Reading at night

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晚上闲看到中国剧作家沙叶新的博客,发现其文章用了不少暗语,似乎是以前宣传的白色恐怖时代,不过他的文章还能发表,只要用暗语绕过去,可见还是宽容了许多。。。淋巴腺涨“——“零八宪章“, G安——国安,六点水时代——江泽民时代,SH帮——上海帮,达*赖*喇*嘛——达赖喇嘛。。。真是有趣。。。人都喜欢听好听的话,喜欢听批评的人很少,D也不例外。。。倒是美国人不把批评当回事,有则改之,无则加勉。。。实在不值得跟自己意见不同的人过不去。。。杨恒均的翻墙论也很有意思,人与人交流最大的障碍是自己心中的块垒。。。

独立中文笔会可以窥见中国自由派知识分子的思想,从乌有之乡可以窥见中国保守派知识分子的思想,我要分析一下他们的沟壑是否不可跨越。。。

March 7, 2009

Stuggle for shame and justice?

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“一切欲求的基础是需要、缺陷,也就是痛苦,所以人从来就是痛苦的,他的本质就是落在痛苦的手心 里的。如果相反,人因为他易于获得的满足随即消除了他的可欲之物而缺少了欲求的对象,那么可怕的空虚和无聊就会袭击他,即是说人的存在和生存本身就会成为 他的不可忍受的重负。所以人生是在痛苦和无聊之间像钟摆一样来回摆动着,事实上痛苦和无聊两者也就是人生的两种最后成分。” _____叔本华

 
刚读完了书Reader, 感觉理解更深刻一些,因为作者表述的很多心理描写在电影里是很难表达的。一方面,Hanna的行为是为了掩藏自己的羞耻之心,从拒绝被西门子公司提升,而去集中营做看守,到后来拒绝被电车公司提升作司机;以及在法庭上拒绝验证笔迹而包揽责任;因为看不懂Michael早上留的字条而对他发火。。。而且她在被囚禁之前从未努力改变过这种现状。羞耻之心因人而异,她是如此强烈以至于些许改变可能都令她难堪,也只有最后Michael的朗读让她找到了自我解决的办法,在那之前Audio book大概还不存在。。。另一方面,Hanna坚持自己的公平,在法庭上她不愿意为自己撇清责任,但要实事求是,也不愿意承担歪曲的指控;在法庭上多数被告都是跟律师配合,讲究策略,趋利避害,尽力为自己解脱罪责;Hanna则是勇敢的承认事实,这自然侵犯了其他被告的利益,结果引火烧身,加上她决不泄漏内心秘密而为自己辩护,最终被重判。掩饰自己的弱点也成了她一生为之斗争的目的,所有痛苦的根源,最终因为不能被人理解而自杀,因为只有死神愿意接受一切。。。Michael一生都纠结的是自己是不是背叛了Hanna, 是不是对Hanna的死负责。他既爱她又不能完全接受她,在他后来的所有关系中,他始终不能摆脱她的影响;因为Hanna象他的父辈们一样曾经在战争中对人表现的冷漠无情,他又不想拥抱她。。。对Hanna是个悲剧,对Michael也是个悲剧,作者大概表述的是这是这代德国人的宿命。作者提到最多的被Michael朗读的一本书是希腊史诗奥德赛,不过Hanna和Michael长途跋涉的结果却不是大团圆。。。

February 22, 2009

Steven Pinker

Filed under: Readings, GGVV

Found an interesting psychologist Steven Pinker, will look for some of his books to read:

The Language Instinct

The Blank Slate

The Stuff of Thought

The Neandersals

Filed under: Biology, Readings, GGVV

The genome sequencing of mouse, human, dog, rhesus macaque monkey, chimpanze have been fiished, and now mitochondria Neaderthals from 30000 years ago. The dream in Jurassic Park may come true soon…

"A complete mitochondrial (mt) genome sequence was reconstructed from a 38,000 year-old Neandertal individual with 8341 mtDNA sequences identified among 4.8 Gb of DNA generated from not, vert, similar0.3 g of bone. Analysis of the assembled sequence unequivocally establishes that the Neandertal mtDNA falls outside the variation of extant human mtDNAs, and allows an estimate of the divergence date between the two mtDNA lineages of 660,000 ± 140,000 years. Of the 13 proteins encoded in the mtDNA, subunit 2 of cytochrome c oxidase of the mitochondrial electron transport chain has experienced the largest number of amino acid substitutions in human ancestors since the separation from Neandertals. There is evidence that purifying selection in the Neandertal mtDNA was reduced compared with other primate lineages, suggesting that the effective population size of Neandertals was small. " (Cell 2008, 134, 426.)

Neanderthals have been studied for many years, but there are many breakthroughs last year, which was turned into a feature article in National Geography.  VV was fasinated by this story, and became to realize how mean we human are. Old stories, new stories, why people like stories? Archiologists build old stories about past, biologists build new stories about livings and diseases, novelists and artists build stories about life of past, now and future. So what’s the purpose of the stories? Curiosity? Entertainments? Selfish gene? Matrix order? or the destiny of human: what? when? where? who? why? how? 

February 21, 2009

Wind from east

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I read some good articles on Chinese culture, by 袁伟时 and 余杰. They are all admirable thinkers now in China.

"儒学带来一系列问题, 思维方法的缺陷, 道德规范的缺陷。"

“盖我中国算书以《九章》分目,皆因事立名,各为一法……知其然而不知其所以然……《几何原本》不言法而言理,括一切而概之曰:点、线、面、体。……《九章》之法,各适其用,《几何原本》则彻乎《九章》立法之源,而凡《九章》所未及者无不赅也。”

January 14, 2009

Novel marathon

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Start novel marathon_http://www.time.com/time/2005/100books/the_complete_list.html

I saw the film "Revolutionary Road" last night. It’s quite impressive one, though the theme is a little far from current culture, since everyone can realize him/herself, whatever dreams they have, and with the development of contraceptive technique, women’ fate also change a lot….more freedom and choices, more colorful life style, though still lots of people chase the classical American dreams…

From the movie, I came into Richard Yates, and then the Time list of 100 novels…

January 12, 2009

Ants and human

Filed under: Biology, Readings, GGVV

I am reading two books at the same time, one is "Journey to the Ants, with dominated organism ants, and  "The tale of Genji" with beautiful human characters. Both succeed in the evolution game, but show different organizations and structures. "…socialism really works under some circumstances. Karl Marx just had the wrong species."

There is a movie that bees become human and they try to kill all human; in fact it’s always the case for human thinking, what if we become of ants?  Can we learn from ants?

 

December 29, 2008

From wild sheep to selfish gene

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A Wild Sheep Chase was "The first book where I could feel a kind of sensation, the joy of telling a story. When you read a good story, you just keep reading. When I write a good story, I just keep writing."
___Haruki Murakami

I read Murakami’s novel "Dance, Dance, Dance" and Norwegian Wood 10 years ago, but couldn’t remember any plot. A wild sheep chase is so different and interesting story that strongly impressed me, which I just finished reading yesterday…from his surrealistic writing, "Westernized style, idiosyncratic humor, and poignant nostalgia." he is very popular in Japan and China.

His idea in this book reminds me a book by Richard Dawkins, The Selfish Gene, which make arguments that human body is the carrier of gene, so gene is the sheep in Murakami’s novel, is it just a coincidence? ….and then I read a old news this morning about Micheal Crichton, who died of cancer last November, who is a popular scifi writer, whom I know from "JURASSIC PARK" and "stroke"….

So I want to read more books…

 

December 8, 2008

Cantor’s Dilemma

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I read this book in Chinese version last night and felt it was an interesting one though the translation is bad…will find original edition to read later. The author is Carl Djerassi, a famous scientist and writer who had invented contraceptives, which is an Nobel prize level research. He has his own website to sell his products.

"‘Cantor’s Dilemma’ is an interesting case because it’s become a text document in many American Universities, in courses where they teach ethics and research, sociology and science and so on. It’s too black and white to call it a story of fraud. It’s the story of something grey, and I believe it’s the grey issues that are much more important.  " ___from an interview

November 1, 2008

Halloween Readings

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Boston globe recommended some books for Halloween, such as Complete Stories and Poems of Edgar Allan Poe, Heart-Shaped Box by Joe Hill, Witchfinders: A Seventeenth-Century English Tragedy by Matthew Gaskill, The Gargoyle by Andrew Davidson.

Copy a poem of Allan Poe, “The Raven,” about a gloomy man’s bizarre encounter with an “ebony bird.”

"The Raven"
by Edger Allen Poe

Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore –
While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
As of someone gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.
" ‘T is some visitor, " I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door–
Only this and nothing more."

Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December;
And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly I wished the morrow — vainly I had sought to borrow
From my books surcease of sorrow — sorrow for the lost Lenore–
For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore–
Nameless here for evermore.

And the silken, sad, uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
Thrilled me — filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before:
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating.
" ‘T is some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door–
Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door–
That it is and nothing more."

Presently my soul grew stronger: hesitating then no longer,
"Sir, " said I, "or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore:
But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,
And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,
That I scarce was sure I heard you"– here I opened wide the door–
Darkness there and nothing more.

Deep into the darkness peering, long I stood there wondering fearing.
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before:
But the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, "Lenore?"
This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word "Lenore!"–
Merely this and nothing more.

Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,
Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before.
"Surely," said I, "surely that is something at my window lattice;
Let me see, then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore–
Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore–
‘T is the wind an nothing more!"

Open here i flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,
In there stepped a stately Raven of the saintly days of yore;
Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he;
But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door–
Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door–
Perched, and sat, and nothing more.

Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore,
"Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou," I said, "art sure no craven,
Ghastly grim and ancient Raven wandering from the Nightly shore–
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night’s Plutonian shore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

Much I marveled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
Though its answer little meaning — little relevancy bore;
For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being
Ever yet was blessed with seeing bird above his chamber door–
Bird or beast upon the sculptured bust above his chamber door,
With such name as "Nevermore."

But the Raven sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only
That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpoor.
Nothing further then he uttered, not a feather then he fluttered–
Till I scarcely more then muttered, "Other friends have flown before –
On the morrow he will leave me, as my Hopes have flown before."
Then the bird said, "Nevermore."

Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,
"Doubtless," said I, "what it utters is it only stock and store
Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful Disaster
Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore –
Till the dirges of his Hope the melancholy burden bore
Of ‘Never - nevermore.’"

But the Raven still beguiling all my fancy into smiling,
Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird and bust and door,
Then upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking
Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore–
What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt, and ominous bird of yore
Meant in croaking, "Nevermore."

This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing
To the fowl, whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom’s core;
This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining
On the cushion’s velvet lining that the lamp-light gloated o’er
But whose velvet-violet lining with lamp-light gloating o’er
She shall press, ah, nevermore!

Then methought, the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer
Swung by seraphim whose foot-falls tinkled on the tufted floor.
"Wretch," I cried, "thy God has lent thee — by these angels he hath sent thee
Respite — respite the nepenthe from thy memories of Lenore!
Quaff, oh, quaff this kind nepenthe and forget this lost Lenore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil! — prophet still, if bird of devil!
Whether Tempter sent, or whatever tempest tossed thee ashore,
Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted –
On this home by Horror haunted — tell me truly, I implore –
Is there — is there balm in Gilead? — tell me — tell me, I implore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil! — prophet still, if bird of devil!
By that Heaven that bends above us — by that God we both adore–
Tell his soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,
It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels name Lenore –
Clasp a rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore."
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

"Be that word our sign of parting, bird or fiend!" I shrieked, upstarting –
"Get thee back into the tempest and the Night’s Plutonian shore!
Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!
Leave my loneliness unbroken! — quit the bust above my door!
Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

And the Raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon that is dreaming,
And the lamp-light o’er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor,
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall be lifted — nevermore! 

 

October 30, 2008

Zodiac vs US presidents

Filed under: Readings, GGVV

There was an article about the weight of the US Presidents, from which they predicts the US election now; now a new article is coming out to predict the election with Chinese zodiac…tomorrow we may find blood types, western zodiacs, Egyptian gods, Roman signs….which will be used to predict US election…who knows, fun or truth….oh, Chinese "Back Pushing Diagrams" (推背圖) may be more accurate…see see ba!

 

October 29, 2008

Pancake people

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Just read an interesting article, which wrote on the new technology shapes human brain into a machine,

"They typically read no more than one or two pages of an article or book before they would “bounce” out to another site. Sometimes they’d save a long article, but there’s no evidence that they ever went back and actually read it. " It’s true for me at least….for tons of research literature I read everyday.

Are you a "pancake people" ?Another link made me simpler.

Maybe it’s an interesting book we should read: The Big Switch: Rewriting the World From Edison to Google"

September 9, 2008

Schizophrenia patient and poet

Filed under: Readings, GGVV

We often hear that the artist is psychic, or vice versa. They must share some similarities. I was reading a paper, "Poetry and Schizophrenia" by Ronald W. Pies. He gave the examples of E.E.Cummings and Christopher Smart, who are both poet and had psychotic problem. And he cited an anecdote of James Joyce. "It is said that James Joyce had brought his psychotic daughter to the eminent Dr.Jung for treatment. Joyce, aware of the pecaularities in his own language, asked Jung what difference there was between his art and his daughter’s psychotic expressions. Jung replied, ‘She falls. You leap.’"






















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